Dear Friends,
Once upon a time in a faraway land, I made over six figures. Things were much simpler then, at least in financial terms. They say that money doesn’t buy happiness (who is “they” anyway?), but I had it, and then I lost it, and I can assure you that money buys things that bring happiness to your life… like stability, good healthcare, travel (which means seeing my kids), wine that doesn’t come from a box, and peace of mind.
Having money is definitely easier than not having money.
When I lost my income, I had to make a lot of hard decisions. I cut out everything that wasn’t essential, and some of the first things that had to go were my Substack subscriptions. That was really challenging on two different levels:
I love supporting the work of other writers—especially those who are just starting out.
When you’re not a paid subscriber, a lot of Substack writers limit what you can see and what you can participate in.
I want to be a part of a literary community. I love being surrounded by other writers. But I also can’t afford to pay my way right now. And I hate that. Often, I find myself wanting to comment on someone’s post, but it’s locked down for subscribers only.
I get it. Writers should be paid for their words. I wholeheartedly agree. But sometimes, that’s just not possible.
When I have a reliable income again, I will go right back to subscribing to Substacks, to contributing to GoFundMes, and to backing Kickstarters. But right now, I just can’t.
So, in solidarity with others who might be in my shoes, I’ve decided not to paywall anything.
If you enjoy my work, find value in it, and are able to support it, by all means, please support it. Writers should be compensated for their work.
But if you can’t, I understand. I’m writing here to support myself. I’m writing elsewhere to support myself as well. Those who are meant to find me will find me. And they will support me. I truly believe that.
The Universe has my back.
And I’ve got yours. XO
Love,
Katrina
Once again, Katrina, your words pierce straight to my heart. I share in this sentiment, of the desire to financially support other creative professionals but not having the funds to do so.
I just finished paying bills. I cry every time I sit down to do so. I have no way of knowing beforehand what I will need to trim, postpone, or exclude. But there's always a lot. Usually I have to figure out how I'm going to pay for holidays for my kids - this time Easter.
I used to make an income and now I don't. I hear you. I get it. I never made six figures but it was enough to supplement my husband's income. Now I'm bringing nothing in.
I agree with you about wanting to comment but being blocked by a pay wall. I always wanted to make my writing here accessible to people who are in a financially tight place, as well, so my only paid content is a monthly quote roundup I offer. Everything else is available to anyone who wishes to read and engage in the conversation.
Solidarity. I'm with you. ❤️
I'm immensely grateful for you. I don't paywall anything either for that very reason - I want a community. I'm so glad we found each other!! Cheers to writing our way <3