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Welp, I guess I'll stick with the wonky knees I have! 😬 That sounds...well, painful!

However, this is beautifully written and definitely true...sharing our experiences of pain to allow others to feel not so alone. ♥️ Feel better soon.

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Cindy, that night of pain was definitely a fluke. The rest of the experience has been easy-breezy, as far as major surgeries go. I'm not sure why I experienced what I did that night because I still had a nerve block, but it was a one-off. I'd have the surgery done again in a heartbeat. I already feel so much better, and I can't wait to get back to pickleball! XO

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Wow Katrina

I feel you

I see you and I know this searing pain.

Just a couple years ago, I chose to slam my foot down to stop the tandem bike. My daughter and I were riding.

My leg fractured in three places

I still have screws in my knee, but I didn’t need to have my knee replaced although they wanted to.

I was scared as I already have tremendous medical trauma

But I still get pain in my knee.

Soon I’m going to get the screws out and I have no idea what the other side it’s gonna be like.

I do see a doggie in the picture. I hope that brings you comfort.

They don’t feel anymore than you need to feel. It sounds like a lot sounds like a harrowing journey.

I will keep checking back with you.

Thank you for your powerful words .

💜🐕‍🦺💕

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Oh, Prajna, I hurt for you just reading your words. I'm sending all my best and most healing thoughts for you as you prepare to have the screws removed. <3 Yes, I have two dogs, and my sweet little pocket pittie, Sissy, has not left my side. She knows something is amiss, and she's been such a constant, loving companion. Her energy level is typically off the charts, but she's been so calm with me. She's a healer, for sure. XO

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Thank you Katrina — same same, yes, dogs are the best healers, so are my little girls, I do believe those who hurt understand how to heal, the body heart is so intelligent, no head is required! Love to you and your healing.

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The chosen pain…oh how I know this well (hand surgeries and having girly parts removed on purpose).

This whole piece is beautiful and so very true. I see you my friend. Always. ❤️❤️

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I remember my spine surgeon telling me that spine surgery is always optional, and I was stunned to hear him say that. I guess it's true, though--we opt for the promise of a better life, or we stay where we are and deal with what we have. It made me see things very differently. I see you, too, my friend. XO

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Thank you! I needed to hear this. As I push through physical therapy tomorrow, I'll remind myself this is pain that I chose. Week 8 after meniscus repair and I wish I had pushed for the replacement. To healing 🥂

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To healing. Sending you lots of love and strength to get through the pain. I'm holding your hand. XO

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Katrina, beautifully said and oh, so, so TRUE! Grateful you are healing and envisioning life with your new knee. So many don't get a choice, as you so aptly described. Bam, it happens and life IS forever altered in huge and often catastrophic ways. A hand, an acknowledgement, a witness to become a soft place to lean into as we heal is what is needed. May you feel ALL of this dear Katrina, as you are wrapped in the quilt your Granny gifted you. Healing hugs of care. Xo 🩵

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Thank you, Joanie. I feel very wrapped in love as I continue healing. Yesterday, I received a big container of homemade chicken noodle soup, and I'm pretty sure that's the key to recovery. Soup and Granny's blanket. XO

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